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Not Forgotten

Tue, 10 Nov 2009 12:10:19 GMT

Okay it's seriously time since I updated this page.
I don't have much to say, just that the few weeks after promos has been a real blur. I don't remember much, just lots of playing, harp, going out and stuff. And then there's also friendships that were formed and broken all within two weeks, and I am this close to losing a friendship that I really treasure...I've already come so close to losing it TWICE. I don't think I can handle losing it a third time.

Things that I remember include going to Ikea three times (first with Yk Jin Sophie, second with Mel Jin Sab Jan Sophie and third with Yk Sophie Kwok), Jotham's party, shopping with Min Feng, Class party, going out with the CF on Friday, small heart to hearts with Stef, 500 Days of Summer with Cheryl and Nicole, Jennifer's Body with IZ and Kwok, and just hanging out with IZ and Kwok last friday.

CF dinner

1. The Dinner table(:
2. HAN LINNNNN
3. CF shot yayyy
4. Birthday boy, Jotham!

Compared to just one month ago, it was "school, cca, study, eat, sleep, repeat."
But then now it's starting to get busier with a lot a lot of things. This holiday is too short. Then again, it's not really a holiday.

But above all, I really wanted to give thanks to God. He has been so faithful to me, even when I do not deserve it. For example, he blessed me with results way beyond my expectations. Well, some of my subjects didn't meet my expectations, but others...I didn't even dare to dream of such grades. I just remember being so relieved when I got my results. But the glory does not go to me. So what if I studied? If God chose not to bless me, I could have just scraped through my subjects. Indeed, my grades are not a testimony of how hard I worked, but of how much God has blessed me. Truly, God deserves all the glory. (and if he didn't bless me with the brains, where would I be man.)

And now, I'm just trying my best to live for Him, to follow his plans for me. And amidst me losing some friends and all, God has also been faithful by giving me so many other friends that care for me. Even people that I never expected to care, suddenly came and reached out their hand to me, and sending me ten-page long smses to make me feel better. I haven't been fair to God, haven't been devoting enough time to Him. In this whole mess of relationships, I just need to find my way back to Him and rest in his loving arms. God, I need you, help me.

Saturday, October 24, 2009

Sat, 24 Oct 2009 13:09:06 GMT

Are we going back to where we were, a few months ago? I hope not, and you know that I would give up so-and-so's friendship if only I can have you back as my awesomest friend. Why are our conversations such a lame shit now.

Someone tell me I'm thinking too much.

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Wed, 14 Oct 2009 12:32:11 GMT

Promos are over, I have a feeling I'll get promoted, but I guess it's too soon to say anything.
Friday I went out to watch 500 days of summer with Cheryl and Nic Ng, and went back to school for CF with Dede Jan and Sarah. We cabbed, Jan paid hahahaha. And it was nice, just talking to Stef privately over our nice dinner(:

Saturday was gay stuff cos I fell sick, and I couldn't get any studying done.
Sunday was Sandra's wedding, I got to wear my green dress again! And surprisingly, SO MANY people wore green too:) :)
Monday chinese....after that I talked to Stef for a while, and went home to sleep, for 12 hours. And tuesday was just a lazing at home day. I mean, seriously, how much can you do when you sleep so long and wake up so late? Hah. So I updated my iPod (finally, after more than six months gosh), and WATCHED MEAN GIRLS :D

Today I went back to school, to see Stef, and played to harp. For FOUR hours omggg :( And I borrowed a book from the library. I finally have time to do the things I like, it feels kinda nice. Anyway, I've got nothing more to say, bye(:

Love, love

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Wed, 23 Sep 2009 13:44:39 GMT

Have you ever thought just maybe,

You belong with me?

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Wed, 16 Sep 2009 15:01:33 GMT

PW...

PROMOS...

PRACTICE HARP...

PHAIL. Phuck also can. Hah. Just kidding I'm not that vulgar :)

Not here, but still alive.

Thu, 10 Sep 2009 10:09:32 GMT

Haven't updated in really long. but that's cos I've been really busy...or tired.

Anyway it's the holidays, and I'm proud to say I'm making the most of it! In terms of meeting friends, that is. In terms of studying.......HEH. I think I'm kinda dead for promos, but I'm already realy burnt out from studying. The only thing I don't mind is chemistry. Haha.

Sunday I met Seeyue and MinFeng for our belated birthday celebrations, and we went shopping for each other's presents. "I want those pair of shorts!" [Alright...I'll get them for you. Pretend you don't know how much it costs.] And we bought balloons! Haven't hung out like that since sec1. I really miss those days heh.

Monday was PW, and Tongz Sophs WX and I went to play pool instead of PW. We are much better allocating work and then going home to do it heh heh. :) oh oh before that I met Min and Seeyue again cos we didn't finish our conversation on Sunday :D

Tuesday just went to school, stone around with Min, and then tuition! Seeing Min and Seeyue 3 times in a row haha.

Wednesday was harp and chem consult. Brain dead seriously.

Thursady studied in school with both Lums, and then I went to meet Gerald and Zt for lunch! It's so funny seriously. AND I DO NOT HAVE A BLUE NECK THANK YOU. Played pool again! :)

Tomorrow is CIP, harp, and Maniac all at one. God help me.

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Wed, 26 Aug 2009 14:09:10 GMT

You Are 63% Burned Out

You are very burned out.
You need a huge break from your responsibilities, starting as soon as possible.
And you need this time to reevaluate what you really want out of your life.
Because you're working hard and going no where... and that would burn anyone out!

Are You Burned Out?

YOU SEE YOU SEE. I DO need a break. Heh heh. I actually say TGIF so much more these days hahaha.

In All Things, Give Thanks

Sat, 22 Aug 2009 12:15:50 GMT

I realise I'm so busy nowadays, I only have time to update on weekends. Either that...or my weekdays are so boring there isn't anything worth updating.

Anyway my past week was something like

Sunday: FAILED studying in church because Isaac didn't understand his Stats and that was ALL he brought out so he got pissed and decided to go home, Kartoyo didn't understand his MacLaurins and that was all he brough out, and I didn't understand my ionic equilibrium and that was all I brought out...so we all gave up and went home.

Monday: Study...tuition...zzz

Tuesday: Study...zzzzzzzzzz

Wednesday: CHINESE TEST. It was quite doable, so I think I'll pass. Getting an A is a different matter altogether. Only Joanne is capable of that in class. She is laoshi's only hope. Seriously.

Thursday: Study...tuition with Claudia, and went home

Friday: CF! :) and harp before that. Cf is so fun. It's my safe haven, and where I take a break from school.

Saturday (today): Tuition, slack at Ms Tan's place until evening, and went shopping for WeiXin and Min's present.

I like what Jin said in his post:

Why is it that the further down the road you go in education, the longer homework takes to complete? It is becoming scary the amount of time a piece of work demands before it agrees to be completed. And yet there are those who seem to breeze through the workload like its nothing at all, then you tell yourself "If they can do it then i can too!", you sit your ass down on the table take out your work and the next thing you say is "Shit."

I couldn't agree any more.

Friday, August 14, 2009

Fri, 14 Aug 2009 14:56:30 GMT

Just came back from the ACSI choir concert, Vox Masala II (i think). Went with Sophie haha it was nice catching up with my favourite friend in school :) :)

And I saw many unexpected people there! Like, SZEEE, and yuen wai! And ren jean, and other mg girls hahaha.

Okay my life is boring. So I'm not updating much. Goodnight friends!

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Tue, 11 Aug 2009 13:59:40 GMT

I like where we are now. :)