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| Back from Camp1. I am now a walking canvas of medication. Dettol for my wounds, Zambuk for my bruises, Counterpain for my shoulders, and some other chinese thing for my twisted back.
And to think I'm going for another camp tomorrow. By the end of Monday, I will be an invalid.
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During camp, never thought I'd miss you so much. And now, I'm gonna miss you even more. | | |
| TOO DAMN FREAKING STRESSED.
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| Okay it's seriously time since I updated this page.
I don't have much to say, just that the few weeks after promos has been a real blur. I don't remember much, just lots of playing, harp, going out and stuff. And then there's also friendships that were formed and broken all within two weeks, and I am this close to losing a friendship that I really treasure...I've already come so close to losing it TWICE. I don't think I can handle losing it a third time.
Things that I remember include going to Ikea three times (first with Yk Jin Sophie, second with Mel Jin Sab Jan Sophie and third with Yk Sophie Kwok), Jotham's party, shopping with Min Feng, Class party, going out with the CF on Friday, small heart to hearts with Stef, 500 Days of Summer with Cheryl and Nicole, Jennifer's Body with IZ and Kwok, and just hanging out with IZ and Kwok last friday.
 CF dinner     1. The Dinner table(: 2. HAN LINNNNN 3. CF shot yayyy 4. Birthday boy, Jotham!
Compared to just one month ago, it was "school, cca, study, eat, sleep, repeat."
But then now it's starting to get busier with a lot a lot of things. This holiday is too short. Then again, it's not really a holiday.
But above all, I really wanted to give thanks to God. He has been so faithful to me, even when I do not deserve it. For example, he blessed me with results way beyond my expectations. Well, some of my subjects didn't meet my expectations, but others...I didn't even dare to dream of such grades. I just remember being so relieved when I got my results. But the glory does not go to me. So what if I studied? If God chose not to bless me, I could have just scraped through my subjects. Indeed, my grades are not a testimony of how hard I worked, but of how much God has blessed me. Truly, God deserves all the glory. (and if he didn't bless me with the brains, where would I be man.)
And now, I'm just trying my best to live for Him, to follow his plans for me. And amidst me losing some friends and all, God has also been faithful by giving me so many other friends that care for me. Even people that I never expected to care, suddenly came and reached out their hand to me, and sending me ten-page long smses to make me feel better. I haven't been fair to God, haven't been devoting enough time to Him. In this whole mess of relationships, I just need to find my way back to Him and rest in his loving arms. God, I need you, help me. | | |
| Are we going back to where we were, a few months ago? I hope not, and you know that I would give up so-and-so's friendship if only I can have you back as my awesomest friend. Why are our conversations such a lame shit now.
Someone tell me I'm thinking too much. | | |
| Promos are over, I have a feeling I'll get promoted, but I guess it's too soon to say anything.
Friday I went out to watch 500 days of summer with Cheryl and Nic Ng, and went back to school for CF with Dede Jan and Sarah. We cabbed, Jan paid hahahaha. And it was nice, just talking to Stef privately over our nice dinner(:
Saturday was gay stuff cos I fell sick, and I couldn't get any studying done.
Sunday was Sandra's wedding, I got to wear my green dress again! And surprisingly, SO MANY people wore green too:) :)
Monday chinese....after that I talked to Stef for a while, and went home to sleep, for 12 hours. And tuesday was just a lazing at home day. I mean, seriously, how much can you do when you sleep so long and wake up so late? Hah. So I updated my iPod (finally, after more than six months gosh), and WATCHED MEAN GIRLS :D
Today I went back to school, to see Stef, and played to harp. For FOUR hours omggg :( And I borrowed a book from the library. I finally have time to do the things I like, it feels kinda nice. Anyway, I've got nothing more to say, bye(:
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