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| It's my first time outside Asia now (yes I am so deprived, but at least I got out before 18 heh heh) it's majorly cold but amazingly beautiful! Plane rides suck. I watched The Ugly Truth, Up, some korean movie My Boss, My Teacher, listened to Taylor Swift, Paramore, slept for what seemed like eternity, AND I STILL HAVEN'T LANDED. And it's like traveling back in time. Cos we gain time, since Holland is about 6 hours behind Sg. But then again I'll lose time when I come back, my mom said our flight is 23rd 10am, but we're landing in Sg 24th 6am. 20hours gone omggggg. :(
But anyway! Seeing my sister here is such a blasttttt. I really wish I brought along a pair of track shoes. Convserses are really difficult to walk long distances in. Plus they are so thin. Quote my brother: "Shit. I can't feel my toes." Apparently my siblings and I are fans of shoes that you can't walk long distances in. My bro is into his second pair (his first pair got stolen so poor thing), my sister is into her second pair, I'm into my second pair but I just bought a new pair so I'll be into my third pair soon. Hah. Walking is so crazy. My sister only bought travel passes for Rotterdam, so when we visit other cities we must WALKKKKK. :(
And the people here are so good looking! No offense, but way better than Singaporean man. Whoops :( It's like, you just turn your head, and chances are you'll find a handsome man/pretty girl. Heh heh(:
I just updated cos I'm at my sister's place and using her notebook. It's my brother's turn to use, so I'll update another day(:
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| Dear 1: I can't believe you don't think what I have to say is important. I guess my writing is just too shallow huh.
Dear 2: Your incompetence scares me. From day one you can't do anything right. I've told you more than THREE times, and even more times face to face, why can't you get the SAME thing done right? Furthermore, it's not even a very difficult task. Good luck to your future endeavours, you probably Need it. And for what you did at the dinner? I can't forgive you for it, not now. I can't believe you are so full of yourself that you don't even know your rightful place. For crying out loud, you are FIRED. As the saying goes "stop trying to be somebody that you are not".
I know I sound very bitter and angry now, but that's cos I am, and I just need an avenue to vent it out. To 2, if you ever see this, I'm sorry for being so harsh. But you need it. Honesty is the best policy, no? And please, buck up your game. It scares me knowing I still have to work with you for one more year. At least **** can wash his hands off you damn I've never been so envious of him in my entire life.
I THINK I NEED ANGER MANAGEMENT CLASSES. or maybe i just need her out of my life.b***h. | | |
| Everything today's such a disappointment.
From the moment I woke up, until now.
Lunch, fb, CMC...whatever man. Since tonight's dinner at a waterfront place I might as well just jump there. | | |
| I'm back from CCAAB, and with more injuries than harp camp. It was a fun learning experience, but somehow I felt as though I traded in that experience for my faith. I feel so dry now, I don't know what's going on in my life. Perhaps I'm too caught up with a certain someone, and when that person replaces God in my life, I know that things are going the wrong way.
God help me not to just ask to be close to you, but help me to live it out. I need you more than ever, and I'll always need you. Thank you for never forsaking me, Lord bring my back to you, in your hiding place. | | |
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